Hi all,
Just as the title says – I'm almost reaching 30 years old, and I never had sex, kissed, or even went to a date.
I had my issues which I took care of, changed a lot for the better, tried dating apps and went to meet up parties, yet I haven't had anything.
I'll keep try and do my best. I want to experience sexuality in a mature and healthy way with a potrntial good, patiente and communicating partner.
Yet… while I'll keep try and do my best, my nights are lonely.
I don't want to have sex just to "mark a box and lose the V card". I want to experience intimacy anf have fun (as sex is fun with the right person), but the journey is so long.
This is why sometimes (and mostly at nights/mornings when I wake up) I just want to have straight forward sex. (Idk why, but this is when the urge is the strongest), and it drives me nuts becauae I'm not sure what do to with it.
I don't nor I ever will go to am escort, and hookups are something I avoid too because lack of experience.
And while I do keep trying the dating world and hope to find a potential partner, until then the crave just burns from the inside.
What can I do about it?