Husband and I are 28 and 29. Together for 10 years married for 8 with 2 beautiful babies.
My husband isn't the type to want to make love every night. He wants to make love maybe twice a week. I want to every single night. It's frustrating sometimes but I can't force him to.
My friend mentioned how she "uses a toy" and at first I was like hell no. And then I was thinking about it, and even though it goes against my (rather stupid) morals, I did it. I went to the only place I know that sells them, I put on a Covid mask and sunglasses, walked into the mall, went into the store, found one that looked like my husbands so I can pretend it's his, Apple paid, and left.
My husband was with the kids and I told him I was going grocery shopping.
The next time we made love I asked if I could get some pictures and videos of him. He asked why and I said "personal consumption" and he laughed but did it. I got like 20 videos and dozens of pictures and all of them are hot as hell!!! And then I got some videos of him making love to me too.
So today… this morning the kids were asleep and he was off at work. I went into my secret camera roll, found a super sexy video of him, and then used the dildo. It was amazing. The pics of him I got were super hot (honestly I would 1000% recommend other wives getting these kind of pictures from their husbands)
It was great until after. I feel so guilty, I feel like I cheated on him with a piece of plastic. I don't even think I have the guts to tell him. I'm afraid it will hurt his feelings.
I'm contemplating throwing it away I just feel so guilty.