For several days I really wanted to have sex. Or at least that's what I thought. We've been together for 6 years, our relationship has had ups and downs, but I think we're pretty good now. We've been having less sex lately because we work a lot and it's hard to find time for it. I had the urge for a few days, but when we started I felt really disgusted and repulsed by him. I fantasize a lot, I even masturbate from time to time. But when I started being intimate with him I just felt like crying, it still makes me sick to my stomach. I didn't feel much pleasure physically. I love him and I don't mind being close to him, but the intimacy, our parts being together it just ugh… It makes me sick.
Why do I feel like this so suddenly? Is that normal? Does it make me a bad girlfriend?
Nothing has changed, but I couldn't even look at him, I just pretended to finish so he would stop. I feel bad, because he didn't do anything wrong.