I've had the same 3 friends over the last 3 years. Over the years they've branched out and made new friends and are in other groups. But all I can do is watch them since I myself haven't made or joined any new friend groups. Here I am following them around like I'm on a leash when clearly I don't belong.
I don't do any good in group settings either.
It doesn't help that I consume more of the English language while my country speaks their native. I feel alienated and forgotten but I don't blame them. I guess I have to take that reach and make new friends.