Don't know if right place to talk about this.

I am into the the last year of my college, the last few months I genuinely have tried to break free and talk/express myself more in front of other people. It kinda has worked, I have rejuvenated my relationships with my two cousin sisters after years and love spending time with them. But other than that I haven't got much, most of the friends I have in Uni are absolutely boring, not fun to hang around, our interests and likings almost never match, conversations are dry and repetitive, and as everyday goes on I realize how much I fucking hate them.

Then I ask myself if the problem's me, and I realize I have never had such dry friends before in my life, I have always had people around me that I adore and I still keep in touch with.

It's kinda left me wondering I am the boring one, or I am looking for something that's not there, or should be much widening the pool of people I talk to? Or is it me that's not letting the person in front of me comfortable to open to?


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