i have never had an orgasm

so hi this is a lil embarrassing. i (18F) have never had an orgasm and i’m a virgin but i have been with other people and we did some other stuff but i always faked finishing to make them satisfied and because i know it’s not their fault. i have tried touching myself in so many ways (rubbing, fingering, dry humping ) but i just don’t feel it. i get so excited at the thought and i’m a very horny person as well but i just don’t feel pleasure what is wrong with me ? has anyone experienced this and how can i experience an orgasm without toys cause i can’t get one it’s not an option for me