18m.
I've had masturbation issues my whole life. No foreskin. Prone masturbation past 9ish years.
I've been abstaining for a week now and feel no desire to really masturbate which makes me think I have a problem so I'm going to the doctor's next month. If you really care for more detail just read my other posts, I don't think more context is necessary though.
Anyway, throughout my life, I HAVE tried to masturbate normally. I've bought lube, use moisturizer, use dildos, used vibrators and fingers up there, but have never felt anything.
Like this is probably the main problem. I don't know how I'm supposed to do it. And looking it up just doesn't help. How are you supposed to move yours hands around your dick?
I've tried stroking the front, back, tip. Tried using a couple fingers, the whole hand. Tried up and down the whole thing, or sometimes only a portion. Tight grip, weak grip. Everything that I've thought of. And just nothing. No feeling.
So how is it supposed to feel, and how should I change to feel better? When I eventually get my testosterone levels checked, will it make a difference? Does more testosterone make the experience more pleasurable? Not in a "horny" way, but actually, physically more pleasurable.
Has me masturbating prone for so long made me unable to feel pleasure the regular way?