5 months ago my boyfriend said that (19) lost a friend last year. He said that she (18) was his classmate and they werent so close. But he always thinks and talks about her. How he misses her and would do anything to bring her back. He even said that he would take his own life for her. I know losing someone is hard, but i feel deeply sad when he says things like that because i care about him. When he gets drunk he always call me or comes to me and cries about how much he misses her and how amazing she was. I am always trying to help him but i feel really tired and unworthy when he says that she is the only one he always thinks about. I can't open up to him because i dont want him to think that i am a bad person. What can i do?
TL;DR : My bf talks and thinks about his dead friend everyday and says that she is the only one he thinks about all the time. I do everything to help but he keeps ignoring me and my feelings. I dont know what to do.