Today I'm just feeling so loser type that I'm in mid20s yet I still have no not overcome anxiety. I haven't even tried to overcome this problem instead I'm blaming and questioning life. Like why me, why the hell do I have this social anxiety, fear and doubt problems. Why the hell do I have low self esteem and lack confidence. Why am I giving so much attention on other people opinions and judgement.
When am I gonna take ownership of my life and happiness. I know internally I want to do the things normal people wanna do. Like going outside to eat, hanging with friends and family, try new things, take risks and so on. But all I'm doing is the opposite. Makikg myself a victim and self sabotage.