I (18F) wanted to breakup with my boyfriend (19M) because despite of me telling him not to talk to his ex he still talks (he says that she’s just a friend and that he doesn’t even consider her as his ex as they dated when they were in 9th or 10th grade and that too for just 1 month or not even a month) and belittles me for not being productive and had once said that he’s loosing feelings for me because I wasn’t being productive. I went to breakup with him 2 times both the times he somehow convinced me to stay and not to breakup and even I felt like staying so we continued the relationship. Now again I told him that I want to breakup (because of the same reason) and this time he said that he already insisted 2 times in the past and now he won’t it’s my wish if I want to breakup with him. I broke up with him over text and he asked me to meet him to which I agreed. My heart feels like going back to him. I’m cooked.
TL;DR: I wanted to break up with my boyfriend of 1 year 4 months because he kept talking to his ex despite me asking him not to (he says that she’s just his friend and that he doesn’t even consider her as his ex as they dated for a month or not even a month when they were in 9th or 10th grade) and belittled me for not being productive, even saying he was losing feelings for me because of it but later he said he has started regaining feelings for me. I tried to break up twice even though he said that he’s regaining feelings but he convinced me to stay and even I wanted to stay so we continued the relationship. Now, after trying to break up again, he said it’s my choice, and I broke up with him over text, but agreed to meet him. My heart feels like going back to him again and I don’t know what to do.