so i haven’t left the house in years (if not for medical reasons) and i have zero friends.
i’m AuDHD and i can’t really focus to things. if there’s something that makes me feel something is thinking about the nerd world, watching media and stuff.
i came across a youtube channel who had these dungeons and dragons clips of people playing and i felt like butterflies in my stomach, after that, almost casually, i came across an instagram profile about this nerd/game sessions association really near to my house.
still, i’m a shut in. i have this enormous desire to go to there, play and have fun and feel myself. but I KNOW i will be completely awkward, stuttering, silly.
i obviously have no friends to go there with, so i’ll have to go there by my own, not knowings a single soul there. i don’t even know how to show up, what to say, how to behave, what to do.
WHAT CAN I DO?