So we've been dating 6 months now, she said she wasn't comfortable with my follows n friend list. I completely understood and erased any I found, if I missed any and they popped in my feed I would make sure to get rid of em. Now I've deleted most, and i went from 2k following and near 2k friends to 800 followings n 1k friends. As a teen I added alot of pretty women and in my young 20s alot of OF models. She thinks i could be talking to other women and that I'm not respecting her boundaries. However, I have made sure to do so. I haven't given her a reason to think I'm cheating and tbh she's still friends with ppl who used to like her or have some history with. Things I told her I dislike due to being cheated on.
(not to mention her telling me she cheated on a previous partner because they were too depressed to go out n drinking on her part, tho it sounds like an excuse to me tbh)
Reason I didn't argue about it was the fact her brother had just passed and some of the ppl knew him very well. So I have to constantly worry she doesn't cheat on me but I put trust on her to not do so. But she won't do the same. I understand she's bipolar and in her words can't think clearly sometimes when in an episode. But I don't want to blame it on it, I've seen her moods and I think she deserves love. So much love, but idk what to do. I've committed so much, from letting go of a previous job that paid me 1.2k a week, to driving across country to see her. Supported her emotionally when her brother passed.
So she says I'm not going enough, not trying hard enough.
This all started because she wanted to follow me on insta and asked if she would be hurt if she went to my follows. Told her it should be fine and I make sure I delete any who show "skin" if I missed em. I even offered to delete my accounts because they mean nothing to me. However, she says that's not the point.
So am I in the wrong? How do I fix this?
TL;DR: GF threatens to break up with me, due to follows n friendlist