Hi everyone! I and my male partner recently hired prositutes primarily to "satisfy" my sexual desires. I am 30 years old and always identify myself as bisexual having been interested and curious to have sex with women.
So recently, we went on bar hopping and we decided to pick up two prostitutes. The only deal we had was he will not penetrate other women aside from me.
So there, we went on group sex. But I noticed that I am not enjoying it. I'm really not into having sex with women but I saw my partner enjoying sex with the other women. Lo and behold, he penetrated her!!
After that night, I realized that I really dont want to share my male partner with other and that I am no longer interested in having sex with women.
I cried and cried thinking that night was a big mistake. My partner also apologized to me and said that he only had sex with the prostitute to satisfy me. After all, it was my idea!!!
Now I am confused thinking that night ruined our relationship but I also realized how much I love him.
I am so confused right now. Any advice?