It’s all just a game, and it’s a game I have no interest in playing; it’s exhausting. I've yearned for a relationship since I was 14; I'm 29 now and I’m worn out and tired of feeling worthless. I feel like I’ve wasted so much of my life on this only for the same thing to happen over and over again and it’s taken a toll. I've been cancelled on and ghosted. I've been to meetups and I get numbers but they never text back. I've approached women that I've expressed interest in and they've never expressed it back. I'm tired of having hope that things will be different. So I will accept things as they are; I’m not cut out for dating or a relationship. Sometimes it’s just not meant to be, and that’s ok. I don’t want pity or be told something like “it’ll happen when you’re not looking” or “there’s someone out there for you”, please just don’t. I’ve heard it all before and it doesn’t help.
For anyone who is experiencing something similar, I don’t know if I can give you any sound advice. All I can really say is just let it go. Enjoy your life for what it is. Be kind to yourself and remember that you do have positive qualities and traits that the people in your life do appreciate. Just keep kicking ass being single.