So me(20m) and my gf(18f) had a fight recently after a video call (it was our second)where I felt like she was just uninterested in me. She said that sometimes she gets bored and uninterested but then she imagines our break up and gets in the right mind because it would hurt so much. Later on when I pressed her about this, she said that she was very comfortable with me and was scared of losing it and never finding it again in life later on. I have been putting in a lot of efforts due to my previous relationship ending because of my inattentiveness and lack of supportive actions.
So I felt hurt that she felt this way when I just got thrills and butterflies in my stomach while talking with her on video call and other mediums as well.
We have been dating for an year almost now(long distance). With a break (roughly 5-6 days) in between of some days became of our differing schedules.
TL;DR -my gf is saying that she doesn't want to lose the comfort that we have even if she finds me boring. And that she fears not having a relationship like this again in her life.