I feel like I've become more and more addicted to my vibrator in the past year. Before it would just be something I did once or twice a week and come a couple times each time, but now whenever I have time for it I'll just be making myself come 15, 20 times in a row and I just can't get enough. I don't do it if my bf is home but whenever I cant see him for a week+ I just get go crazy with it.
It started when I quit smoking weed which I used to do daily so I wanted something else to replace the dopamine rush with I guess. But I feel like now I can't stop and it's starting to affect my sex life, even though I love sex and I do really enjoy it emotionally and physically I still always crave masturbating. Like no orgasm I've ever had in bed can compare to ones with the vibrator. So I feel like now I can't go back cause I don't want to miss out on having lots of really intense orgasms. Plus, I'm the type of person that uses orgasms as a stress relief so I'm worried if I just throw the vibrator out what if I need to come to relieve stress but I can't (w a vibrator I can come 100% of time but manually like 80% and manually during sex like 40%).
Any advice?