Hi, I live in Europe. I had a very tough life and lack of love from my parents and peers. I struggled with bullyism, loneliness, depression, insomnia and very bad thoughts if you know what I mean. I was born in a bad place and thaught myself english, now learning another language to be able to live in another country. I'm currently studying software engineering by myself too, I work out, I have a thousand of interests such as cinema, art,animals, music,football, mma and so on. I always did the work on myself and always improved. The lack of love is k1ll1ng m3, I was never able to find a good woman and a relationship. Every girl I talk to simply doesn't care about love or me, I was wondering where it is possible to find someone like me that suffered and just want to be loved to build something great together. I'm tired of instagram, I'm tired of this so much. They are emotionally priviliged and they just don't care at all or they don't understand the importance of it, I dont know, I dont want to judge or anything. I'm just sick of it. I know someone is going to tell me to be happy alone but I'm alone since 23 years. Where could I ever meet a woman like this? I feel like I already lost so many good years of teenage love and I'm really fading away for the lack of it.
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