I had a relationship for 6 months (20f) (20m) and we broke up. This post is not about me crying for her here. But she had everything I wanted, but that kind of messes with my mind right now. I am still capable of loving and I believe one day I will find someone that treats and loves me better than she did. However my problem is, she was so into me in a sexual way, she would want me in every way she could have me. She would do stuff to get me in the mood, for instance she would walk around naked in the house or dress in a certain way, touch me in public. I believe all this corrupted my mind and now I started to believe I can't find another girl that is willing to do all that stuff without me asking her. I feel like lust takes control of me and that I will not have a healthy relationship because of me constantly thinking of having a horny partner like she was. What are your advices on that? Do you think it is concerning that I want someone that is craving me?
TL;DR, I broke up with a girl that both loved me and had unfathomable sexual desire for me, I am lost in believing that I will never find someone like her again. I am mostly concerned about not finding a partner who desires me day and night like she did. What should I do or think?