I’ve been seeing this girl for a little bit now. However recently I’ve returned to my hometown from school which is a 20 hour drive away, across many provinces. I’ve made mistakes in the past. I didn’t know how passionate and the steps she was taking to only focus on me. I should’ve taken those steps as well because lord know how strongly i like this girl. I do return back to where she can visit me in 2 weeks but i’ve made another mistake in the sense of an action I did that she would never (following certain Instagram accounts. CPL girls) I know we are not dating but are so so close, if distance wasn’t a thing we would be. Both have agreed on that. Now i find myself in a sense of worry, i keep messing up but my passion and care and liking to this girl is still so prevalent. Will this work out? I really really want it to. I think maybe i need to regain some trust and feelings tho. I need another viewpoint on this scenario as it keeps me up and makes me feel so many emotions.