Hi fellas, I 22M & 27F crush/ friend for almost 2-3 years, this will be my final update on this topic, it has been a year or more since my last update, I just want anyone who invested their time in hearing me out to have a closer unlike me…, as in my last update I mentioned that how she was depressed and not fully mentally sound at that point of time as planned I did took care of her till she recovered back to her normal state, however not everything has been going according to my plan as a few days ago, I seriously had a brilliant plan (not really) to propose her during my concert. The plan was simple I just had to take her to my concert somehow in which I succeeded (she really likes my music but who's gonna tell her that I wrote them for her), place her in the front row pretty close to the stage and while singing a love song just sit on my knees and ask her to be my girlfriend, even my crew members were excited for this:-). I thought everything was perfect and things could not go much better however somehow she came to know that I was going to propose to her in response to which she took me to a corner and asked me that if I was really going to propose to her there (in a really horrifying manner) I looked into her eyes which were full of fear and laughed, no I DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU SO WHY WILL I? my heart really shattered after saying that, after hearing that she took a deep breath which broke me up even more, after that I excused my self and went to my crew to tell them that the plan is off. It has been a week or two I haven't seen her since then I, came to have a vacation to clear my head off and finally really move on from her, I don't think I deserve this but here am I, she sure has tried to contact me alot since then but I always tell her that I am busy and can't talk. I am sorry my story was not so happy at the end but it is what it is….. (Just to make you guys laugh I didn't sang any romantic songs at my concert that day it was fully pop rock _.
Do you think I did good or what would you have done in my place?