I recently watched a movie where a couple has sex ( missionary) on the floor and they’re trying not to get caught so the man puts his hand on the woman’s mouth to quiet her and keeps fucking her even harder… I swear I had butterflies in my pussy for like 5 minutes straight.
And then I started thinking wow I’ve literally rejected a guy’s kiss during sex so that they could forcibly kiss me. Like that’s concerning to me… why am I so attracted to this?
there’s just something so animalistic and primal and masculine about it but it also feels very wrong. Is this guilt and shame normal??