Hi 24 m here
I went on a date with a 19F
It was this one of life time opportunities, because it was the last day I was going to be at her town. We find out we liked each other so went on the day.
She owns a car. The day was incredible we visited towns close to hers. First kiss then more kisses and then.
We stopped in a parking lot that was empty.
I didn’t went with the idea of having sex because neater of us had a place to go.
So I didn’t have the condoms my size, but of course had them. Things got intense went to the back of the car started kissing and touching, she was fine with it. But I started to not feel horny, not a hint of erection so started to worry about it while I still had my clothes on, i alreay took her bra and t-shirt off. So I was like this is weird.
So I didn’t move more just try for a bit and she stopped me. She told me that she only do sex when she is in love with a person.
Might be true ( she is a cristian ) might be lie ( she told me she had sex before )
Well after that I didn’t had an erection but some how I was hot and started to cool down. And we stay and the car all was very romantic a lot of lovely kisses, telling each other I much we like each other. Time to get back to where I was staining and that ended.
Now!! After some days I felt like shit thinking about it.
I remember that I had experience car sex 2 times before.
Talking to friends they told me that girls are more horny than guys, got me thinking I didn’t move.
I had sex with condoms that didn’t fit with no problems.
I felt like I didn’t let my sexuality to fly because I didn’t went with that idea. Or beacause I was uncomfortable at the car, or because I went slow on her cause I really liked this girl( and don’t act like a really want to have sex with her )
and finally, I don’t know why but try to act like a good guy like I didn’t want to have sex but I’m 24, already new she had sex before. So why not living that opportunity.
Now feel really bad about it.