hi i'm a 21 years old girl. idk if this is the right place but i'll just say it here. i don't care about most of the "fun" things that people my age do/care about. i joke around and have a kinda easygoing personality but the things i care about are extremely serious; to the point where it's lowkey boring.
idk how to have fun conversations bc wtf do you mean we're going to talk about silly stuff that have no meaning or purpose…
tho, i'm not happy. this seriousness has caused me to not be able to have a friendship where we talk regularly. we talk for few days then stop.
girls and guys my age are having so much fun than me and i'm sick of it 🙁 my cousins always tell me i have a soul of a woman in her 90s. idk how to change that especially that i come from a strict culture and a strict household.