Hi, i’m sorry if this isn’t very clear but i just want to have your opinion about it.
I’m 21(f) and i’ve always struggled with meeting people for the first time and interacting with them. I’m always trying not to be cringe but always end up being weird. I don’t know how to be normal and act normal around new people. It sounds silly I know, but I really don’t know how people are able to introduce themselves and appear cool when meeting new people.
For example, this guy talked to me to get to know me because we are all new to this school but I immediately became weird and tried to fill in blanks. I tried to be funny even tho I wasn’t and I feel like people just don’t want to keep talking to me or be friend with me.
I really envy cool people, they have it so easy. They just live and people come to them so rapidly. I really can’t stand my personality, it’s so boring and I really feel like that’s why people don’t want to be close to me.
What could I do to help it ? I really want people to get to know me and not only see me as this weird girl because I always panick when I’m introducing myself.
It’s not a big problem i get it but it’s ruining my life and ability to make friends.