Last night I (20f) hooked up with a guy (20m) I met at a party. He stayed the night and this was my first time. I’m so confused whether or not these parts were fine and also good for him…
1. Went like 6 rounds which all lasted less than a few minutes
2. We held hands and I was holding on hard (I was in a lot of pain) but I’m worried he didn’t like that – I also kept talking abt how much pain I was in but didn’t tell him to stop or anything and idk if it turned him off
3. I kept asking him if things felt good bc I didn’t know wtf to do lol I kept making him make decisions
I’m a bit attached now unfortunately. We don’t want to date but I don’t want to lose him completely either (which looks like how it’s gonna be) and idk what the etiquette is like to hit him up again to hook up😔