Sooo, I have certain kinks which sre decidedly extreme, and I'm not just saying basic BDSM, but like extreme stuff which obviously cannot be recreated in real life and only exists as literature cause its just inhumane. But idk why, it turns me on. But only only when I'm horny. And like after im done masturbating I just have to turn everything off csuse it feels so off.
I feel weird and its just off for some reason. It this normal?