This is the 3rd time it's happened, but I've never seen myself as gay. I've always seen myself with a wife an kids someday. I'm not sexually attracted to him, just emotionally attached which is enough for me, but my beliefs also conflict with being with another man. It's been stressing me out and just eating at me to a point where my mental health has declined and I get little sleep anymore. I want to tell &I'm how I really feel, but am also afraid of losing him as a friend as I consider him my best friend. I just don't know what to do I can't do the no sleep anymore.
I'll look at this again when I get up for work I gotta try and sleep.