So in the last 2 years I came back from my first deployment, moved half way across the country 6 weeks later, for a job, bought my first multiunit 6 months after that repaired and remodeled it, rented it out, and got selected to be apart of a special unit that moved me to the East Coast. But…
I’m more insecure then I’ve ever been, I’ve gained 30 lbs, I’m so stressed my short term memory fails me, I broke it off with my gf of (on and off) 10 years because I’ve completely lost confidence in my ability to be a good husband (in ways that are obvious to me she’s expressed her lack of confidence and respect for me), my nonprofit failed, I had a different failed venture, and I’m 2 years into a 6 month bootcamp, I’m far away from everything and everyone I’ve ever known…I feel like such a failure…what justification is there for a failure to be among the living?!?!?