I recently made a lot of good friends. They are cool, talented and downright attractive people but I feel left out regardless. I made an effort to text them first and be super kind to them but I rarely get any texts first or calls first or rarely have them invite me somewhere. It’s always been me doing the inviting and what’s even worse is that I’m not used to being texted first so even if I do occasionally I rarely make good use of it. And what’s worse about it is that I feel like it’s just my personality that’s at fault. It’s because I’m too quiet and not as talkative as the rest sometimes and other times I am. I can be way too unreliable.
I feel very lonely. Despite what I’m doing to be a great friend and be kind and treat people the way I want to be treated, I feel like I forever have the short end of the stick when it comes to the friend game. I feel like I’m incapable of developing any relationships, romantic or platonic.
I hope I’m not alone in this haha