so i have a childhood crush, i never confessed I’m outta touch w him for the last 3 years. he once said ily once i said thankyou thinking of it as a joke. i dont know if he even knows that i exist. i am obsessively thinking of him from the last 3 years. we have common friends but i dont want to bring up anything about him and sound desperate. but i so so fucking want him somehow to talk to me. how to make this happen? (want him to crave me and be obsessed)