I have a tiny crush on a staff at a coffee shop

Just sharing here I have been going to this coffee shop for almost a year. I stopped for a few months because of my job and I was busy with all the shit happened in my life. There is this staff in this coffee shop I kinda have a tiny crush on. Last year, when I went there, I barely noticed him until I saw on his shirt it was written “Hello I’m deaf” which caught my attention. He works efficiently and fastly. He is super gentle and kind to customers too.

I went back just last week and I saw him again still working there. I am trying to figure out if he’s married cause I dont wanna crush on a guy who’s married lol well he doesnt have a ring on his finger so that’s a good sign? He is still the same; respectful and works efficiently. When I came back last week, I was surprised he was still working there but I didn’t have any feelings or anything yet. And then when I continously went back, I am starting to have a tiny crush on him and I stare at him slightly every time I do my work on my laptop.

I am familiar to him since every time I go there, he smiles at me and helps my cups after I leave the café. Idk but it’s just a gut feeling I know I am familiar to him. I am not expecting anything and as a person with disability myself (mental illness), I also admire just how hardworking he is in spite he is deaf. The way he communicates the customers through sign languages amazes me.

So yeah it’s not dating per say but just a tiny crush.