19M, and im a virgin.
Yes, it’s a fetish, atleast that’s what I think, crossdressers excite me sexually, straight vanilla porn used to satisfy me before but over time over the last few years I’ve pretty much only started watching cd porn, such that now I feel almost nothing when I look at just a woman nude or in a bikini or anything provocative in the vanilla sense.
I mean I can induce a hard-on but, it takes focus, which is just not the case with CD/femboy porn, there it’s almost automatic…
So what do I come here for? Well this has me confused, I don’t know what this means for my relationships moving forward..Since the lockdown I haven’t met anyone new, in high school I just wasn’t into dating, I once made out with a girl at a party but i had no interest in her n dint feel much, plus I’ve been kinda out of shape since late middle school so I just avoided relationships cuz I dint wanna disappoint anyone.
Now tho I’ve been gymming during covid n am quite happy and confident, but have been thinking about this issue.
I feel performance anxiety like will be able to get hard with a woman or not stuff like that..
I dunno I guess I’m just trying to see if there’s any others out there in a similar bind..
Also, I think I’m straight and cis, I’ve never really had a crush on a guy, femboys are as far as I go, so I dunno what that makes me.
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It means you like sex and are a pervert, just like the majority of us. Nothing wrong with that. Own it. In the end you fall for a person for their character, not their sex.
Normal is just term for people that live and enforce unreasonable standards for others my friend