At school there is that guy who’s mean in general and by observing him I think it’s because he’s insecure. For a while now I’ve been one of his victims aka the people who he’s most mean to. It’s not as worse as before tho, because back then his friends were helping him.
Fortunately they mostly stopped, I think they felt empathy or pity towards me.
But sometimes I’m wondering how the mean guy’s kind friends are so respected by him despite never accepting to be mean to others. Like there’s this guy who everyone respects. I wish I was this respected.
I also had that thought recently that literally anyone could victimize me if they wanted to. Others are kind to me only because they have empathy and basic kindness, but if they wanted to they could victimize me, which shows how unarmed I am.
How can I stop seeming like the perfect victim to the guy?
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Start training in boxing/jiu-Jitsu.