like literally anyone at all even my friends. I dread one on one conversations I just never have anything to say and I hate the pressure to always say something back. Everything I say ends up being boring or awkward and just elicits an “oh” or an “ok.” I only really like being around my sister and it’s probably because I don’t need to keep up a conversation. Everytime I am with someone I want to be alone even if someone is just sitting in the room with me. I do not look forward to hangouts or talk or sleep overs or anything. I feel like it’s honestly not the people around me because it’s been this way for me for awhile now and I see that they all like being around each other.