Like I’m not an antisocial freak or anything, for a good example I was out of school for 2 years homeschooling and as soon as I got back I still had all my friends and got new ones so I’m not fucking socially disabled. Like if I text a friend to hang out, then we will hang out but I’ve got a problem with talking with girls I like. I’ll be talking with them like it’s a normal day but as soon as they respond with any form of like flirting or affection I stop trying to pursue the conversation and kinda just let them carry the conversation. It’s so counterintuitive and I don’t know why I do it, I don’t think it’s cause fear of rejection cause I don’t really care if I get rejected, I’ll just move on. (Sorry for the shit grammar, remember I said I was homeschooled for 2 years.) (btw I’m in Highschool if that matters)