I am 23 and just got out of a horrible 3 year relationship. (A bit of detail that’s important for this story is that I’m 5’3, 250lbs, Native American/Mayan/white, goth and a stoner.) I’m so happy to be out of it. Now I live somewhere we’re the dating pool is awful so I got Tinder. When visiting my best friend in another city I decided to check our tinder. Matched with this 5’11 golden retriever,ADHD, Crackhead energy stoner. He has checked every box off my list. After a bit of talking he drove to my city to meet me. We’ve met a couple times and the ZING! The chemistry is insane. This boy has my head spinning. I am so infatuated with everything he does. I just wanna put my hands all over him and cuddle up which I never do. I hate touch so much. Yet the moment we met he was so comfortable. Now we’ve talked about this crazy vibe and have both felt it, agreed to take it slow and such. Yet we’ve slept together… which once again I don’t do. My last relationship ended because we were not intimate for months. I hated it. It’s always been like that. Yet this golden retriever boy has me wanting to jump his bones. I AM SO CONFUSED. WHAT IS THIS?! I have abandoned my rationality because of him. Something about him has be acting up. Is this normal? Is this what love is?