I need some perspective please. Help me understand what it is I am feeling.

Hello Everyone,

Im having a hard time putting what I want to say into words but ill try my best.
I have been dating someone on and off for the quite some time now. She works as cabin crew and is very pretty, witty, has great style and is pretty chill. However, she has maybe two friends with whom she maybe meets with twice or three times a year. They are all pretty much homebodies. The person I am dating pretty much goes outside to soak up some sun as she loves summer. We rarely do any activities together other than taking a walk somewhere or the occasional dining out.

Its important to me, that my partner and I integrate with each others friends and to be semi active with each other. However, given her lack of activity with the friends she has, we are pretty much reliant on me and my friend group. Unfortunately, given that my friends and I like to go out to have drinks/smoke hookah/dancing, she still has yet to even meet my friends and I feel its because she has no interest in any of that.

Despite this, she is a great person. She even likes to cook for me and even thinks about me enough to get things for me while shes on her trips for work. Our sex life is great but I dont want that to be the only good part of the relationship….

I have noticed when we do spend time together, I feel myself really pulling away from her emotionally. I dont know what the hell my problem is! She seems like the perfect person for me. Though she doesnt go out really, she takes care of me and is overall a great person. I dont know if I am finding her boring or if there is something else distracting me…

I would really like some sort of guidance from anyone who may have faced this sort of thing or is at least knowledgeable in this. I have considered talking to therapists/psychologists and every single one is booked or not taking new patients (been trying for months now). This constant going back and forth about it is killing me inside and I really need to find out what this might be that im feeling. Any constructive help would be appreciated