Maybe sometimes someone will initiate contact with me first and I’m too caught off guard that I don’t know what to say so I just stand there awkwardly and they’re turned off by it.
I want to talk to people and I thought I was making decent progress but I still don’t know how to talk to people, especially if I already established with them that I’m an awkward bumbling freak. I wish I could start fresh because I know I gave a lot of people a bad impression at my job so now they think I’m a bitch. And then there’s others that tried to talk to me many times but I was too shy and fucked up those opportunities and they’re not interested anymore.
I don’t know how to start conversations with them and I wish I could just explain that it’s really fucking hard for me to talk to people.
These past few days at work have been so tough. I thought I was doing so well but then I fuck it up and go back to my old ways.
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I usually just quit once I’ve burned all my bridges, but there’s gotta be at least one person there that you can talk to….