I don’t feel happy in my friend group. I don’t really know how to structure all these thoughts well, so bare with me.
Don’t get me wrong, they are okay people, and nice to be around but I don’t feel really happy around them. And maybe I’m the problem, I struggle feeling emotions other than sadness and anger, but I find myself forcing out smiles and laughs, and when I really am just too drained it seems like I am being moody.
I just kinda feel like they discourage me from doing well, like my friend makes comments when I study or is constantly talking in my ear. I’ve tried to get better at being active and become healthier but I feel like the people I am around demotivate me from doing these things. I don’t know what to do at this point.
But if I say all of this its many years of friendship down the drain, and I really don’t want to be alone again
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I can relate to you and I understand, mine story is kinda complicated because my friends are friends with other people that I don’t like but I can’t go anywhere else because my friends will always be with the other people. So I wish I could just leave. But I understand your story, it’s hard to know what to do with your friendship when you feel like you aren’t valued enough. It’s hard.
What’s the triggers to your anger and sadness from your friend group?
Maybe try making new friends that more closely align with these ambitions of yours instead of thinking about leaving the ones you have currently. There’s no reason you can’t have more right? As time goes on, you’ll eventually fizzle and filter out those who you didn’t really have a productive relationship anyways, you just have to make sure you’re giving yourself the opportunity to find people who you will actually be happy to be friends with.