What brings out the most undesirable version of yourself?

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1. Heroin

   One of the worst parts of my life but definitely the worst me

2. Jealousy.

3. Being hungry, tired, and in pain.

4. Just being generally uninterested in anything that’s happening around me.

5. off my antidepressants and on alcohol

6. Anxious/insecure attachment

   Mental exhaustion

7. Driving.

   Preggo rage.

   Fascists.

8. Losing.

9. Driving in rush hour traffic

   Hunger

   People without a shred of common sense

10. When I’m trying to do something I already have a vision of it and someone tries to help and add their opinion to what I’m doing and how they think it could be better, it sounds rude but if I know where I’m going with something, just leave me be and please don’t try and get involved.

11. Feeling unattractive and unwanted.

12. Sleep deprivation.

13. A hot humid room with little to no ventilation. Ugh.

14. A very specific mix of anxiety, stress, loosing my keys, and my boyfriend saying anything snarky. Bam! adult temper tantrum.

15. Lack of sleep

16. Stress. I always end up regretting all of my actions and interactions with people whenever I’m stressed

17. Wine 🍷

18. Hunger.

19. Worry. If I have something unresolved or that I need to figure out, even just good old-fashioned worry or concern about my kids or someone close to me, I get super anxious and distracted. My face changes and I look mad, but it’s just cuz there’s a lot on my mind. Eating isn’t as fun then, and sleeping is hard too. None of which make for a well-nourished and desirable version of me

20. Resentment, fascism, and being tired/hungry

21. My ex

22. Toxic men

23. My “dad”

24. Abuse.

    Look into reactive abuse

25. Feeling insecure

26. My family… Unfortunately