Im almost 30. I have 0 female friends. I have 0 male friends. I have a good paying job but it doesnt involve any social interaction. Ive never bonded with another girl enough to want to actually “date”.
I dont have any hobbies. Im not interested in any shows or anything in general. Im admittedly a very boring person. Ive gone to therapy and have been on anti depressants but it clearly hasnt helped. I come home from work and literally stare at the ceiling for hours and occasionally watch youtube videos of guys getting girls’ numbers and it discourages me cause im no where near as good looking or skilled as them. And my confidence sinks deeper and deeper cause i wish it were THAT easy to just get a girls number.
I tried to talk to a girl at Target a few days ago but i couldnt do it… i felt my heart pounding out of nervousness. I clearly have problems.
I think the source of my problem is that i believe im very ugly And i compare myself to better looking guys. Im brown, ugly beady eyes, barely 5 ft 7, average looking (on a good day). Theres no way a cute girl would want that. If she does, she’ll immediately drop me for the next better looking guy she meets.
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If you don’t change yourself or your environment then you can safely say you will never meet someone. Since it seems like you have self esteem issues I would try to focus on improving that first and then if you still aren’t having any success you can look into geomaxing.