I’ve noticed a pattern.. every few years I have a new friend group. Things are amazing for a while, and then eventually I feel my friendship has become more superficial. I start to feel forgotten or unheard. So I leave. And I’m alone for a while. But I crave connections with people. And soon I find more friends. I keep a baseline friendship with my last, but I need a deep friendship. An exciting one. Then the cycle continues. I can never decide if it’s something I should work on or not.