Trying to make friends or being in a relationship in college was rough. I ended up making a few friends but it was more of a temporary thing. After my first year, I never heard from them again. There were a few girls that I found attractive, but I didn’t talk to all of them. One of the girls I asked if she just wanted to get lunch sometime, and she never gave me a response. Like I didn’t ask for anything else. From that day, I felt if I was just ok being alone. So days after my classes, I’ll just go to a restaurant and sit there and eat by myself, and I would be perfectly fine with it.