I have been trying to make friends..and i have been making tons of friends in those last years. But none of the people i met felt like true friends to me. Today again: i have been feeling bad in my currenr friend group. Like im stupid. And then i started to defend myself and now suddenly im the evil person. After half a decade of trying to find people who care about me as much as i care i am tired. I dont know anymore how to fins those true real friends. Am i doing something wrong?