I don’t talk to people.
I just get scared and back away.
Is this a valid way to live? Probably not. But it suits me. People get annoyed when I don’t talk to them but what can I do? I can’t speak. It’s not that I particularly dislike people or that I can’t speak when spoken to, I just clam up when I have to be the one to initiate conversation. Can’t talk. Can’t do it. Nope. Sorry.
I’ve been this way as long as I can remember and I don’t really know why. I’ve tried talking to a therapist about it but that didn’t help me much and due to circumstances, I’ve been out of therapy for the past 7-8 months. I don’t know what kind of help I need but I just needed a place to put my thoughts where my friends won’t see. I just don’t want them to know.
Tl;dr: I hate talking to people and I don’t know why.
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When you feel yourself clamming up, examine what is happening inside you. If you want to change things, you have to understand what’s happening and where to intervene