it’s kind of hard to describe like there’s this wall between you and everyone else that you can’t see but you know it’s there
all of your conversations feel hollow and fake like the other person doesn’t want to talk to you but they feel obligated to
i don’t know what to do about this it seriously makes me want to just cut off contact with everyone i know and never participate in social situations (or at least try and minimize them i know it’s practically impossible to literally never participate in a social situation) it’s not like anyone would miss me anyway
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Try moving somewhere else. Whenever I live where I grew up I feel this way. Turns out I was just raised to not vibe well with social expectations here. It’s a culture clash or shock.