I’m like this 🤏🏼 close to having 0 social skills. Literally. Whilst I know tests online don’t actually provide accurate results, but I got 7/100 for a social skills test. Seven.
That’s how bad my social skills are.
It affects every part of my life. And I can’t change my life / lifestyle because of the effects from covid. TLDR covid situation in my country: my government was too cautious about covid (despite Low cases) that resulted in a 2 year ‘soft lockdown.’
This has left me “completing” a lot of life achievements. I’m 3/4 done to my college life. But I haven’t step foot in campus. I haven’t made friends at all.
I’ve never dated. Dating apps are a STRUGGLE. I don’t go out anywhere, because my own friends have their own life’s and are in different places.
I have become a social recluse. Quite literally. The only people I can decently socialise with are my parents, family and lady down the block who sells me lunch at a store. That’s about it.
What’s worse is that I’m an aspiring musician. And sooner or later, I have to perform in front of crowds in order to grow my career // passion. Otherwise that’s down the drain too.
Where to begin?
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Don’t try too hard. A lot of people think that everything they say must be pure gold. It doesn’t. Just talk to people. You’ll stumble through it but you’ll get through it and better because of it.