Because of my poor childhood, I have history of torturing animals to ease my pain. The power over animals are making me feeling so good which I do not know why. I just feel the need to torture to make me feel powerful. Well that’s the past when I was in high school. Now, I look back, I’ve been feeling bad of what I’ve done but I don’t even want to care now, the past is the past. Can’t blame myself for doing it because of the people that have made me do this.
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Uhhhh usually people who feel this way transition from animals to humans eventually…Please get some help…you might end up torturing one of “the people who made you do this”….
No one has made you do anything. Those were your actions. You knew it was wrong and you still did it. All the fault goes to you.
Please seek therapy so you don’t hurt yourself and others