I still feel an emotion of unease in my new job. Every day I feel like I do nothing. My superiors are all good towards me but I literally feel like I’m not good at anything. I constantly miss my good old days back in the college and high school. I cannot concentrate, sometimes I keep asking same questions to my superiors. Somehow I need to get used to sit on a desk for 8 hours but it is impossible. I just plan on joining military service without saying anything to anyone. I want to disappear myself for at least 1 year.
Ps: Sorry if I use an improper English. I’m not native.