Today I saw someone (friend one) I used to be friends with, I went over to say hi, twice (probably should have only do so once). I went over to say hi, I didn’t think they heard me, so I approached them again later. They walked past me like they couldn’t see me.
I wasn’t close friends with them, I went to their house party once. And, I stopped hanging out with them, after they came to a hangout drunk, and, they really were ruining the mood running around everywhere. And, I asked them to hangout again, and they stopped hanging with me (by just liking my message and that was just it).
I also lost a mutual friend (friend 2) with her, by, them telling me they couldn’t handle me emotionally. I felt bad, because I felt like, I did drain them emotionally. But, I felt like, he crossed my boundaries. And, I told him that, and, that’s when our friendship ended. I texted him that he hurt my feelings, and I guess that was the nail in the coffin? We, had had issues in the past as well.
And, there was another guy (friend 3), but he stood me up, and didn’t even tell me he would, and sexually harassed friend one. So, him, I didn’t worry so much about.
But, I am wondering, if I am a bad person? For even trying to say hi to this person, that I randomly saw in the wild.
I dunno. I wonder sometimes.
I have a handful of friends that I care for. So, I do have some friends, but, I dunno. I was wondering about these three friends. So, I don’t know.